I'm good, thanks. FINALLY.
let's all smile.
because i'm happy.
|hi xanga. how've you been? jealous of myspace arent ya?....|
well, i just want to quick update everyone on everything just to make sure you don't think i left the face of the planet....
...work is still going pretty much full time...i think i might get a lil part time job planning parties...but i don't know yet...
...love life is going nowhere....i wish it were (don't we all?)....enought said.
...school is put on hold right now...yeh, i know that's stupid. but i know what I'm doing. believe me.
....my apartment is super. please come visit!....but our stolen cable got cut off AGAIN. heh. so it sucks here w/o tv.
yeh so that's all for now i guess. nothing too exciting. i'm so extremely bored/lonely! lily please come home soon!
i'm stuck at my apartment right now in 60 degrees freezing my butt off with no tv and a laptop I dont even know how to use!
|they warned me...but i guess i didn't prepare well enough.|
night b4 Thanksgiving=biggest party night of the year
gawsh, everyone was there...i freaking wish i was off last night...bc working the door SUCKED. most stressfull night/day ever....such a horrible night i can't even explain. I think I was happy only once and that was walking to my car.
so after 2 years....closure
out of nowhere I get a call from the ex. No, not that ex. That ex. Yes, I said that ex.
I'm glad we talked because I have honestly been waiting for it for a while. Things are good, but could be better. Still has everything that he had when I met him, which is awesome. I only wish the best for him.
So I found out something today....What's up, girl? Didn't know you come around here to check on me.you should drop me a line and maybe we can talk. Don't be shy. I didnt fuck up your car. Don't be surprised that other people have problems with you too.
so crazy yeh? yeh it is.
here's a picture of us a while ago...
just had one of the longest nights ever...
so many people. so much tips. so freaking tired.
i'm missing 20 effin bucks though.
So, in my room i would hear like a hitting noise or something...and for some reason I just always thought it was like a punching bag from the apartment next to us...like they have a workout room or something...And earlier tonight I was just sitting on my bed and i hear the noise...followed by a faint voice...followed by a breathy scream. THIS WHOLE TIME IT HAS BEEN MY NEIGHBORS HAVING SEX. freaking disgusting. I can't believe i havent figured that out sooner.
okay goodnite. it's almost 4am. i'm lonely. lily left me. that bitch.